Wow, it has been a month! It was a crazy month and it was more like an emotional roller coaster. I knew I was not doing great, I took some significant measures! It even felt good to make the decision. And I cried a lot in the session. We laugh about that a lot with Zep 🙂 I feel better and more energized! Still there are things annoying me but somehow it helped me to not to care so much. I am waking up around 5 AM does not matter when I sleep. It is really interesting. I was always thinking joining the 5 AM Club looks like it is finally happening! I craved for salad the other day, and cigarettes does not taste the same. My bitch hippocampus needed that a lot I guess. Shrinky little bitch! I need to facilitate these early days for my self. Not in a organized way but somehow in a way that it helps me to get better places in life. Inspection will be over soon. Last week is ahead hopefully. Then I will rest and enjoy my free time.
Hope next week will be better 🙂