Hello Everyone!!! What a weird life this is!
The inspection is over finally over. And I am waiting for the aftermath. I am up and down! In my therapy of last week I had realized very deep things about my family. How we see each other. The perspective was very interesting to see. I am still thinking that the life is dull and there is nothing worthy. I am in a big emptiness. Somehow I care less about it and I am running back and forth between the activation energy to do something about it or sitting on my ass. Discipline is a bitch! I know what to do but there is something holding me back like I lost my faith. Does it matter? I know I gotta take better care of myself and organize this nutshell. When will I get around to that????